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2004-04-08 @ 10:16 p.m.

So I am really good at fucking things up when there's not a problem.

Kelly's mad cause I'm a liar who has the biggest soft spot for someone who treats me quite badly.

The person who treats me badly is allowed to treat me badly because I'm stupidly fallen for him.

Kimberly is upset right now, more than likely, cause I stubbornly refuse to meet her obnoxious friend and the obnoxious friend's friend. Who Kimberly reports often talks smack about me because she's jealous. No thank you. I do not want to meet this girl. And Kimberly puts me on the spot and begs me to go up there when she KNOWS I'm hanging out with him and all I want to do is hang out with him! So she IMs me on HIS COMPUTER and is like "You both come up" when she knows very well I do not want to share. Not to mention she doesn't even check on me when I skip the meeting because I'm so tired I can't wake up. I could've been kidnapped or something. But, no. She's busy and probably doesn't even notice.

And things aren't being helped by the emotional fuel I am receiving from the hormones signalling the near arrival of my period.

So really, I'm almost positive it is just me fucking things up like normal.

And I have just dispatched Wick Wick to obtain me some alcohol. Cause I'm going to get fucked up and just forget about it.

And with that, I bid you all a temporary farewell.

~Amy

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