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2004-07-30 @ 1:01 p.m.

So I saw The Notebook. Fantastic movie. And I cried, a lot. And then... I did what no female should ever do after seeing a girly movie of any kind.

I called Ryan and left him a voicemail.

Fuuuuuuuuuck.

Really? What motivates people to do stupid shit like this?

In this voicemail, I detailed my love for him and how I had to say it aloud even though I know he doesn't share my feelings and how I'd rather not be friends with him than pretend....

I'm such a fucking idiot.

Who does shit like that? I mean, REALLY?!

And then, to make things even more interesting I went and got drunk at Claude's. Again. And I've decided to not put the first story on the diary.... since God knows who reads this now. Anyways, sorry about the tease with that, but it's my diary so who the fuck cares anyway?

My head hurts. Kimberly will be out of the shower soon. And I'm sort of really ready for her to go. I want to sleep for 24 hours or something. In the quiet.

And I've gotta figure out how to do damage control on this voicemail thing. I could always tell him I was drinking...

This sucks.

Love, Me

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